The Male Conditioning Paradox
Men want to help but, they don't want to "be helped".
That creates an issue.
We have a bunch of guys who are ready and willing to support and there is no one there.
Because it's the most vulnerable thing a Man can do...
Many Men would rather take their struggles to their grave than to admit they don't have the answer.
It's supposed to be honorable or some shit like that.
However, no one's going to give you a medal for bottling up all your feelings. In fact, it may be just the opposite because you will probably turn into a emotionally repressed A hole.
I've seen it a million times and I've been there.
So, even though "I'm here for you" or "call me if you need" is quite generous.
The BIG BRAVE MOVE is "Hey, I need some help. I admit that I don't know how to make this better and I feel scared/ashamed/embarrassed about it."
Vulnerability creates deeper connection. Lead by example.
It's all about ME
It's all about ME.
Not the Democrats or Republicans
Not the Christians or the Atheists
Not the Men or the Women
I see things through MY eyes and I am the one that lives with MY MIND every day.
I don't have to take responsibility for how other's have harmed or neglected me. That's THEM.
I do have to take responsibility for how I deal with my wounds and my history. I can't take this on all by myself. It's too much for any one person. I need help. If I don't heal, I am destined to repeat the cycle of depression, anxiety, addiction, harm, and blame.
The results will be evident in how I feel about myself, how I treat others, and how I view the world.
I can't run from the results. I will be confronted by them every moment of my life.
This is a big undertaking that I often feel unprepared for.
Good News: Help is out there. I only have to ask.
A Man Trying His Best
How do I Reassure my partner?
One of the most efficient ways to support your partner and resolve conflict is learning Reassurance. Effective Reassurance requires both left and right brain attunement. You are able to empathize with the emotion AND you are able to connect the dots on why your partner feels the way they do.
Examples of responses that don’t typically work well
“What do you want me to say?”
“Why are you so upset?”
Examples of Effective Reassurance
“Oh, I see that you’re upset. I imagine it’s because I didn’t follow through with what I said I would do. Is that right?”
“Wow, it sounds like you had a really rough day. I could see why you would feel burnt out after you were running the kids around all day and they were complaining.”
If an upset stays with you, it builds into a resentment. A resentment is a fundamental disagreement with the nature of a reality. This could be about a person's way of being. Even though they may do things that are outright upsetting, the resentment lives in you and it is you who is responsible for resolving it. They may or may not change as a result of you resolving the resentment. However, if you don't do any work to resolve your part of the pattern, that leaves 50% of the pattern intact.
It is especially difficult to bring your resentment to the person you are resenting. Odds are that they are already aware that you are resenting them so they may be ultra sensitive to any charge of judgment that you bring.
It takes immense skill and mindfulness to bring your resentment to a person you are resenting in a non-judgmental way and, even if you do this perfectly, they may still get upset.
You can throw out any notion that there is some magical way to bring it to them that will avoid all pain.
What you can do is learn to empathize. You can tell them about your hurt and empathize with their reaction.
"I imagine this may be really hard to hear."
Then breathe and stay in connection to yourself. Whatever they choose to do with the resentment is up to them and it will inform your next move. You are not obligated to fix their feelings, follow them around, or mask how you feel.
Stay with what's true.
The New Chivalry
It used to be that a Man could get by with holding doors open, buying roses, and putting food on the table. In turn, women would be smitten, expecting nothing more, and doting over their hard-working husbands.
*cue sound of plane in a nosedive. Not anymore!
The great comedian Dave Chapelle once put it like this, “chivalry is dead...and women killed it.” The audience roared with laughter!
They say jokes are only funny if they are true so, it’s worth taking a look at what’s going on here.
Did women kill chivalry?
The bottom line is NO but, there is a catch.
Women ARE pushing back against what chivalry WAS and they seem to be fed up with their role in this out dated dynamic.
If I were to make contact with my own presumptive inner dialogue of a woman who is tired of that shit, it would sound like this: “Yeah, I see you in your efforts to show your care AND I’m feeling confused about how you’re expecting me to feel about our relationship when you are emotionally absent at home.”
See, I don’t think anyone killed chivalry. We just made up a definition for it and called it good.
The new chivalry is the real chivalry, by definition.
Chivalry - “the combination of qualities expected of an ideal knight, especially courage, honor, courtesy, justice, and a readiness to help the weak.”
This should apply everywhere and not just on date nights or Valentine’s Day.
The new chivalry is honoring your partner for who they are. It is being courteous while speaking with her. It is having the courage to show your vulnerable side and look deeper into yourself. It is showing up to the relationship with a readiness to work things out instead of watching the game, hiding out at work, or going out for beers.
We don't have to blame woman anymore. We can be the change.
The Paradox of Relationship
Humans have a difficult time understanding that two opposing things can be true at the same time. In relationship, we must embrace this reality to feel relaxed and free.
If we are expecting 100% of our partners trust, interest, or understanding all the time, we will be disappointed.
It’s okay to both trust and not trust.
It’s okay to want to be close and to want to back away.
It’s okay to understand and also not understand.
It feels so good to feel accepted for the paradox that you are.
Secrets are Toxic
Shame grows in the darkness of secrecy. One of the fastest ways to release the grip of shame is to speak your shame to another person. This is a simple, yet profoundly scary task if you have been stuffing their secrets down for years. The fear is usually that you will upset their partner or that the person listening will shame them even more.
The consequence of this strategy is that secrets become toxic. All the energy we use to keep our mouth shut begins to burn us up inside. We get tired, irritable, depressed, anxious, or we disassociate. If you’re locked into this dynamic with a partner, it begins to erode the safety within yourself and with this person. From this place, it’s easy to slip into an abusive relationship where one is abusing the other or both are abusing each other. The energy has nowhere else to go so it lashes out onto the other or inward into oneself.
In order to release this pressure, you must speak the truth. As scary as it seems, you must begin to open up to someone else who can help you hold and process the shame. You may also need them to help guide you in your actions if you have been dislodged from your internal compass.
Collectively, we can also do this by being transparent with each other. It’s okay to say, “I’m struggling today” or “I’m feeling insecure in my relationship right now”. Your openness helps other people grow their courage to open up and this bravery ripples out into the world.
Dear Confused Man,
Dear Confused Man,
Can you remember the last time you really let yourself cry? It was probably because something really big happened in your life. Maybe it was a divorce, a death, a birth, or some tragic news? It must have been so abrupt, unexpected, or life changing that you couldn’t hold it in. You were unable restrain your body as the emotion ripped through all the walls you’ve built to protect yourself from feeling weak or vulnerable. What did it feel like as it was happening? What happened afterwards? Did you feel raw, embarrassed, or confused?
You’re not alone. This is a common male experience. We may spend years bottling up our emotions only to have the cap blown off during some of the biggest moments of our life. The force is so great that it can completely wipe us out. After it happens, we may need time to crawl back into our shell and shut out the world for a while. It’s fucking intense!
It’s no wonder that we resist these feelings, positive or negative. We have very little experience here and what we do know is that we lose all control. That’s scary for a man…
Consequently, we judge others for their emotion, big or small. We believe they are “too emotional”. Why can’t they just “get over it” like we do? Why can’t they see the bright side? Why does everything have to be so serious?
What we may not see is that we are looking into a mirror. We judge others in the same way we judge ourselves. We do everything in our power to not let those little things bother us as we stuff more and more into our container of unresolved feelings. This masculine imbalance may show up as an inflation of self, such as bullying, irritability, frustration, or anger. We may react to this by attempting to aggressively “fix” the problem or blame.
We may judge, hurt, or shut out the ones we care about as a way to keep ourselves protected. However, the confused man is unaware of what is going on in the background. No one has every pointed out his strategies in a way that he can absorb them. He is confused. He doesn’t know why he his intimate partners don’t feel safe with him while his friendships feel so easy. The difference here is that the closer we get to someone, the more vulnerable we are.
What the confused man needs to know is that his confusion, irritability, judgment, and relational struggles are all here to serve him. They are pointing him towards his heart. Without the discomfort and pain, he could stay in his pattern, bottling up and exploding, shutting out his partners, and not experiencing the depth and richness of life.
The confused man must welcome in the confusion and feel it so that he can get at what is underneath. He must do things he has never done to get results he’s never had. There are no shortcuts.
Your sometimes-confused fellow Man,
The Backpack Theory
The Backpack Theory
Imagine that every unresolved conflict in your life is like a tiny pebble that you put into your backpack. You may not feel the first 100 as you walk along but, at some point, you will begin to feel the straps pulling down on your shoulders. The heavier the pack gets, the less you will feel the weight of one stone and the more you will feel the weight of the backpack in its entirety.
When you do finally manage to take out a pebble or two, you may be disappointed by the lack of relief that you feel. The pack feels the same. It’s at this point that you may feel stuck. Your effort appears to earn you little to no reward.
What we need to understand is that this same experience works in reverse. It may take a ton of effort, a great deal of time, and many stones before we notice a shift.
The real reason why this matters is that, even though we may still feel burdened, we are intuitively aware of our trajectory. "Is the pack getting heavier or lighter, over time?" This is the difference between feeling hopeful and feeling hopeless. This emotional state is what allows us to carry our backpack of rocks when we feel like giving up.
Passion and Blame
Some people seem to get passion and blame mixed up.
For instance, it is very possible to say "I really care about this issue and this is what I am choosing to do about it" and leaving out "If you don't do what I do, you're an idiot."
In fact, if you're trying to convince anyone else of your point, this will have the direct opposite effect.
You will drive others away while simultaneously breeding contempt within your group. As people move away from your group, you will feel less connected and you will begin to objectify them
Once you lose your sense of another person or group's humanity, it opens you up to just about anything.
This is how riots and wars start.
It all begins with this fundamental principle of learning how to honor your passion while also holding love for others.
Be the change.